xLimewireJunkie1x

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  • Quotes.(Over4,000)Photography.(Over4,000)Advice.(I'll help you anyway I can.)Icons.(Over200 but currently not used)Music.(I love everything but Rap, and a whole love of Country) Take what you want- but what is Mine. Over 380 Subs for a reason. :] and close to 300 friends, I add anyone <3

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Sunday, 08 November 2009

  • I Can't Breathe, Can't You See? I'm Suffocating.


    Quizilla.
    Hello, Loyal Xanga fans C:. I've had that Quizilla for a wicked long time, and I did post that story I posted on here forever ago (Jayden) on there. It deleted awhile ago, so I just posted it up again and I would like it if you would just get the word out because I'm absolutely NO ONE on that site XD. it's pathetic really. Also... Felicia? Remember her... I know it was so long ago. Well I was hoping to get inspired to start writing her again because I didn't leave Jayden and Felicia off at a happy part in life... GUESS WHO STARTED WRITING AGAIN LAST NIGHT?! You'll love it, I'm finally happy with it and not just trying to get it out there to get it out there. Seriously. I don't know when I'll get that posted but it will be soon. I wont put a date because... we all know how I'm AMAZING with dates. But just to throw it out there..>_> Page Eight?! WHAT?! Ohh Yes! Comment the love <3
    My Profile-
    http://quizilla.teennick.com/my/profile
    I'm Running For My Life, With The Mobsters Son.
    This Wont Be Ending Well.
    (aka- Jayden)
    http://quizilla.teennick.com/stories/15649792/im-running-for-my-life-with-the-mobsters-son-this-wont-be-ending-wellch1

    One.
    (me and emma chatting it up. I Miss Her </3)
    xLimewireJunkiex (4:09:38 PM): you dont need to know people to yell at them Note-angry drivers
    XxRoXyXBl***** (4:10:07 PM): Im not an angry driver katiekat
    xLimewireJunkiex (4:10:32 PM): but ii ammmm
    XxRoXyXBl***** (4:11:00 PM): Have you ever driven
    xLimewireJunkiex (4:11:05 PM): yes
    XxRoXyXBl***** (4:11:23 PM): Im scared
    xLimewireJunkiex (4:11:51 PM): why?!
    XxRoXyXBl***** (4:12:29 PM): Because she knows how to drive
    XxRoXyXBl***** (4:12:41 PM): Everybody runnnnnn D:
    xLimewireJunkiex (4:12:51 PM): D8 im not THAT bad!
    XxRoXyXBl***** (4:13:42 PM): Im still scared


    Two.
    it’s funny to watch them.
    they say they're not in love.
    but they have such chemistry.
    it’s only a matter of time until
    they realize that they belong together.


    Three.
    i lied to him. straight to his face.
    i couldn't bare to tell him that he
    is the only thing i need and that i
    love him with all of my heart.


    Four.
    we're friends, real friends and that means,
    no matter how long it takes  when you finally
    do decide to look back, i'll be here.


    Five.
    and she doesn't care what they say about her,
    because she realized, they don't know shit.


    Six.
    he knew he made a mistake.
    you could see it in his face.
    every time she walked into the room,
    he wished he hadn't done that to her.


    Seven.
    i need a boy… a true guy.
    one who looks real tough,
    but won't make me cry.
    i need that kind of guy who understands
    and even when he's with his boys,
    he still says "baby, hold my hand."


    Eight.
    i was walking down the road the other day,
    daydreaming my life away. when a little daisy
    caught my eye. said "i'll tell you if he loves you or not".
    and to my surprise, well, i think that daisy lied…
    cause i've seen the way you've been looking in my eyes.


    Nine.
    there is never a time or place for true love.
    it happens accidentally, in a heartbeat,
    in a single flashing, throbbing moment.


    Ten.
    you picked out your favorite dress,
    made yourself up your very best.
    i know you're trying to be anyone's everything.
    i know you're dying to be
    broken and let down by me.


    your shorts are looking extra yellow today X]
    Eleven.
    Don't hold me back.
     I'm going places.
    With or without you,
    I'm going to be something.


    Twelve.
    And yeah, it'll be awhile before I'm completely over you.
    But when the day comes that I finally am, please don't remember me.


    Thirteen.
    Some people are worth fighting for, but you....
    you're worth dying for.


    Fourteen.
    after all this time you leave me broken,
    this song is every word i left unspoken.
     when you hear this I'm hoping that you think of us.
    --- if you can't live without me, why aren't you dead yet?


    Fifteen.
    hugging is healthy.
    it helps the immune system, cures depression,
    reduces stress and induces sleep.
    it's invigorating, rejuvenating, and has no
    unpleasant side effects. it's nothing less than
    a miracle drug. hugging is all natural,
    it's organic. naturally sweetened, has no
    artificial ingredients, environmentally friendly,
    and is 100% wholesome. hugging is the ideal gift
    great for any occasion, fun to give and receive,
    shows you care, comes with its own wrapping
    paper and of course, fully returnable.


    Sixteen.
    when something bad happens,
    you have three choices, you can
    either let it define you, destroy you,
    or you can let it strengthen you.


    Seventeen.
    i believed for awhile, I couldn't make it without you, but I realized I will.
    I’ll heal myself. Everything will always turn out okay


    Eighteen.
    a best friend isn't someone
    who's just always there for you;
    it's someone who understands you
    a bit more than you understand yourself.

    Nineteen.
    We love, because it's the closest
    thing we have to magic.
    - aquamarine


    Twenty.
    it's the kind of relationship where they have a
    secret handshake, and she begs him to watch
    disney movies with her, while he begs her to
    watch a scary movie instead. its where they
    laugh and joke all the time, but they're serious
    when the time is to be serious. its where neither
    of them have to say 'I love you' because they know
    with all their hearts that they love each other. its where
    they can mess around on her couch, and then she'll
    laugh at him when he tries not to look guilty in front of
    her dad. its the kind of love that everyone dreams of.

    Favorites:
    Quotes: 18,14,6
    Photos: 13,11,9, and my banner C:
    You?

Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • It Doesn't Matter Who's Wrong Or Right.

    Today, our school had a dress as a doctor day and a lot of people decided to wear scrubs. There would be a competition to decide who had the best costume. I dressed in jeans, a button-up, a jacket, and a cane, complete with converse. My name tag read House M.D. Guess who won the contest. MLIA
    LMFAO


    one.

    I’m holding on
    To things I shouldn’t
    It’s time to let them go
    I’ve been on a losing streak
    Hit so hard I couldn’t speak
    But when I hear Your voice it fades away
    And I can hear You say
    It’s a brand new day
    Fireflight- Brand New Day.


    two.

    Now that I know what I'm without
    You can't just leave me
    Evanescence- Bring Me To Life


    three.

    I've got some imperfections
    But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face
    But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
    You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
    And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
    Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
    Staind- Right Here


    four.

    And speak but don't pretend I won't defend you anymore you see
    It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you
    My eyes don't need to see that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear
    If you want me hold me back
    Seether- Remedy


    five.

    I can yell at you, be mad at you,
    Say stupid things and take them back,
    I can even pretend to hate you;
    But nobody, in the whole world,
    Cares about you more than me.


    six.

    Because now we're at a point where you
    don't care anymore, and I care
    about it more than anything in the world

    seven.

    you will never know how many
    times i've laid in my bed all night just
    thinking about how much you mean to me.


    eight.

    You walk by me in the hallway, give me a subtle
    smile, like nothing ever happened between us, like
    that night never even existed.


    nine.

    When you look at me
    It's like you're secretly trying to tell me
    Not to give up hope.
    But I want you to know something,
    I almost have.


     

    ten.

    I can't say "screw him" about the boy that
    I came the closest to loving. I would still do
    anything for him even though I know he wouldn't
    do the same for me, & it hurts more than anything,
    but I can't stop loving him. Believe me, I've tried.


    eleven.

    Doesn't it feel so awkward
    seeing him in the hallway &
    pretending you don't see him?


    twelve.

    The only kind of conversation we can have
    is an argument sounds strange but I love it


    thirteen.

    It's the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time. And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, & when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go & you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now and realize that things are different & they may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.



    fourteen.

    im not the girl who runs up to you when I see you
    and I'm not the girl who jumps at every moment to
    talk to you. I am the girl who keeps it all inside and
    regrets it later.


    fifteen.


    Hate is just a word for someone you love,
    but no longer believe in.


    sixteen.

    am i not beautiful because i refuse to stick my finger in my throat?
    am i not pretty because starving myself isn't on the agenda for today?
    am i not hot because i don't want to drop my pants for you?
    well?
    Am I?
    xLimewireJunkie1x

    seventeen.


    Let's play hopscotch in malls.
    Let's drive fast with the top down.
    Let's turn up the music as loud as it'll go.
    Let's put a couch on an island
    in the middle of the freeway
    and wave at everyone on their way to work.
    Let's hug strangers in parking lots.
    Let's hand out secret messages at traffic lights.
    Let's make lists of all the things that make us smile
    and tick them off, one at a time.
    The world will carry on without you and me when we're gone.
    Let it carry on without us, today.


    eighteen.

    after all the pain you put me through,
    i can't stand the sight of you.
    & you won't drown me in your misery ;
    you'll have to find someone else to be your company.
    fact versus opinion
    nothing ever lasts forever.


    nineteen.

    If you're reading this...
    congratulations, you're alive.
    If that's not something to smile about,
    then I don't know what is.



    twenty.

    maybe that's not exactly the way it happened. but that's the way it should've happened and thats the way i like to remember it and if dreams and memories sometimes get confused, well that's as it should be. because every kid deserves to be a hero. every kid already is.


    twenty-one.

    It's back again.
    That weird feeling, the feeling of "I'll never be good enough."
    It's an awful feeling that sits in the pit of your stomach,
    and you know the reason of why your feeling it,
    but not the reason of why you deal with it.
    He's awful for you, You know it.
    Your best friends know it.
    You don't have to live with this feeling,
    but you do because he's worth it.
    xLimewireJunkie1x


    Favorites?
    Quotes- 12,17 and some more..
    Photography- pretty much all of them XD
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Friday, 06 November 2009

  • I'm The Man Who Can't Be Moved.


    1.

    There's so many things I want to say to you,
    but I know I can't say them
    because my life just doesn't work that way.
    I can't just open up and let my emotions fly
    because I'm too scared.
    Scared of what might happen
    if I let you know what's going on in my head.


    2.

    My stomach screams just when I look at you.
    Run far away so I can breathe.
    Even though you're far from suffocating me.
    I can't set my hopes too high.
    'Cause every hello ends with a goodbye.


    3.

    There was a guy at my school when I was in high school
    We'd ride side by side in the morning on our bicycles
    Never even spoken or faced each other
    But on the last hill we'd race each other
    When we reached the racks we'd each go our own way
    I wasn't in his classes, I didn't know his name
    When we finally got to speak he just stared at his feet
    And mumbled a sentence that ended with 'James'
    Well he was quite a big guy, kinda shy and quiet
    When the kids called him weird he didn't try to deny it
    Every lunchtime he'd spend walking by himself
    Round the boundary of the grounds til he heard the bell
    Well one day I found him, joined him on his walk
    We were silent for a while until we started to talk
    I told him my family were fighting in court
    He said his step-dad and him always fought
    We talked about music ? he was into punk
    Told me all the bands that I liked were junk
    I said I'd never heard the songs the sex pistols sang
    I laughed back at him and then the bell rang
    It was after school in the afternoon
    The corridors were crowded as we came out of the rooms
    Three guys I knew pushed him into the cement
    Threw away his bag and said he had no friends
    He yelled that he did and he looked around
    Tried getting up but they pushed him on down
    That's when he saw me, called out my name
    And I turned my back, and just walked away



    4.

    sometimes the feelings
    we start to have again
    are the same feelings
    that never really went away.

    5.

    people said i've changed so much.
    well here's the honest truth, i grew up.
    i stopped letting people push me around.
    i learned that you can't always be happy.
    i accepted reality.


    6.

    The fact that you cannot kiss your elbow
    is enough to make you realize
    that some things seem to be so close,
    yet they are bound to be beyond your reach.


    7.

    you were never supposed
    to mean this much to me


    8.

    Fine; I'll admit it.
    I think of you every second of every day.
    You are my favorite subject to talk about.
    When I hug you I wish I was allowed to never let go.
    Most of my dreams have you in them.
    I always get excited when I get to see you again
    and I've completely and totally fallen for you.


    9.

    I told him never break my heart.
    He told me the only thing I'll break with you
    are the rules to how late you can stay out at night


    10.

    If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is a part
    of yourself. What isn't a part of ourselves doesn't disturb us.


    11.

    I'll always be right by your side
    'cause I couldn't stop loving you
    ...even if I tried.


    12.

    What hurts more? Thinking you
    should hate him or knowing that
    you really never could?


    13.

     At some point, you've just got to jump. You've got to quit being scared of
    the "maybes" and "what-ifs" and just fucking jump. Quit cheating yourself out
    of the best thing that could ever happen to you, quit cheating him out of
    the same, and just fall. Fall hard, fall long, and fall forever.



    14.

    when it comes to teenage love; these are the years.
    when else is he going to leave flowers on your porch?
    or sit on the trampoline and count stars with you?
    dont waste the bittersweet taste of his lips, you're only young once.
    teenage love is the best, most romantic. dont let it pass you by.


    15.

    Truth is, sometimes you scare the shit out of me. 
    You make me feel as if I’m not alone. 
    Yet, I know any minute you have the ability to rip that feeling from me. 
    Truth is, I love you, and that in itself, is scary enough


    16.

    it's not meant to be.
    no matter how much i wish.
    11:11 is no match for this.
    i try to hard to impress you,
    i think to into everything.
    it's not natural.
    it's not right.
    xLimewireJunkie1x


    17.

    You always disappoint me. It's kind of like our own inside joke, except it's not funny.

    18.

    Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it

    19.

    And by the time I realized that you had me ...
    it was too late.
    When you hurt me over and over and
    I preferred to be continuously hurt by you then to live without you ...


    20.

    Keep in mind that your thoughts become your actions and your actions become who you are.

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    Quotes-
    4,11,12,17
    Photos-
    1,2,9,14
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Thursday, 05 November 2009

  • Monster- How Should I Feel?

    I'm so sorry guys, it's been so long since I posted but I'm still here. I just feel awful and really overwhelmed.
    High school suddenly got hard.
    I plan to have the next post out by Sunday I PROMISE.. I got a little Rob Pattz in there and the best quotes you've ever read.
    the flu is like dominating my school.. You?and did you just watch Vampire Diaries? I know I did XD. Tell me what your thinking so far, i didnt see the last episode because of a chorus concert but I got the big things off of MTV. another thing i saw was a post about if your Team Damon or Team Stephan. I was like >< ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDDDDING ME?!?!! Seriously, I am not trying to sound mean at all, but its like that's a Twilight reference not a universal one. VD is already getting shit for being similar to twilight, which I'll admit it does but people seriously aren't helping.
    Blah.
    haha comment if you feel the urge.

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

  • someday you'll think it outloud

    "One Day." is to far away.


    1
    You know what it is that you want; you're just afraid to admit it because you're afraid of falling. Fuck that. Fuck your fear, you know what you want, which is a hell of a lot more than most people, so don't be afraid or ashamed, just go out and get it.
    [whyilovequotes]

    2
    Sometimes, I just wish someone would take
    the time to go past my sarcasm, my loud mouth,
    my smiling face, my grades & my remarks
    to see a part of me that few have ever seen

    3
    We sat together in class today. We were just talking like we usually do, when your knee touched mine under the table. Our eyes met, and neither of us moved away. Don't even try and tell me you didn't feel it too.

    4
    Does it hurt you when I tell you I've met someone else? Someone else has taken your place in my heart. Someone else is wiping away my tears. The tears that you made run down my face.

    5
    You walk by me in the hallway, give me a subtle
    smile, like nothing ever happened between us, like
    that night never even existed.

    6
    Is this the whole picture
    Or is it just the start?
    Is this the way you love me?
    You're capturing my heart
    I used to try and walk alone
    But I've begun to grow
    And when you tell me just to rest
    I'm finally letting go
    I let go
    And I'm here to stay
    Nothing can separate us
    And I know, I'm ok
    You cradle me gently
    Wrapped in your arms.... I'm home
    I'm seeing so much clearer
    Looking through your eyes
    I could never find a safer place
    Even if I tried
    All the times I've needed you
    You've never left my side
    I'm clinging to your every word
    Don't ever let me go
    Don't let go
    Fireflight- Wrapped In Your Arms

    7
    You don’t do it on purpose
    but you make me shake now,
    I count the hours ‘til you wake.
    With your babies breath,
    breathe symphonies,
    come on sweet catastrophe.
    Maybe this time I can follow through,
    I can feel complete, stop paying dues.
    Stop the rain from falling,
    keep my oceans calm this time
    I know nothings wrong.
    Something Corporate- The Formal Weather Pattern

    8
    Will you be there by my grave
    Or will you be the death of me
    And my, my beautiful tragedy
    This beautiful tragedy, is crashing into me
    This dying destiny, take me away
    This beautiful tragedy, come crashing into me
    This dying destiny.
    In This Moment- Beautiful Tragedy

    9
    My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
    I keep it caged but I can't control it
    'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
    Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
    I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
    I must confess that I feel like a monster
    I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
    I must confess that I feel like a monster
    I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
    I must confess that I feel like a monster
    Skillet- Monster

    10
    These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
    There's just too much that time cannot erase
    When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
    When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
    And I held your hand through all of these years
    But you still have all of me
    You used to captivate me by your resonating light
    Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
    Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
    Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
    Evanescence- My Immortal.

    11
    there's always that one person.
    no matter how long it's been.
    or how badly they've treated you,
    if they say i love you..
    you will say it back.

    12
    its not about where you go in life.
    its about who's by your side

    13
    Some days I can't stop thinking about you
    and others I wonder why I even waste my time

    14
    i never knew love had a weight limit.
    xLimewireJunkie1x
    (miscounted.)
    i said i had to do it.
    i never said i'd do it well.
    xLimewireJunkie1x

    15
    The opposite of love isn't hate, its indifference.
    If you hate me, you still care.

    16
    Don't settle for the guy who's going to wait on you.
    Wait for the one who pushes your buttons and
    Makes you mad on a daily basis.
    Love isn't supposed to be easy, it's supposed to be worth it.

    17
    The person you end up needing the most
    is the person you swore you never wanted in the first place.

    18
    If you have to choose between
    listening to your heart or head,
    always follow your heart
    cause that's what always gets hurt.

    19
    You can't live your life for other people.
    You've got to do what's right for you,
    even if it hurts some people you love.

    20
    Turn up the radio and sing your lungs out.
    Cause kid, this is it, and this is all it ever will be.
    So get used to it, suck it up, and just live your life.

    21
    It's 2 a.m. and I'm not sleeping yet.
    Just thinking about how fast things changed,
    with one simple conversation you swept everything away.
    I never knew words could destroy so much.

    22
    With tears in her eyes, you asked her how
    she gets threw so much pain.And she looked
    at her best friend who was standing next to her,
    then she simply said… "her"

    23
    & i know it sounds confusing,
    but at that moment,
    i just wanted to walk out of the room i was in,
    sit down in the middle of the hallways,
    & cry. just cry.

    24
    There are going to be times in your life
    when all you wanna do is lay down
    in the middle of the road during rush hour.
    Just know that no matter how many
    times you feel like laying there,
    I will always be there to stop traffic.

    25
    the bottles piled up and she did
    the last thing she wanted to.
    she showed everyone how she really felt.

    26
    we may not own this city yet,
    but for one night;
    we're gonna rock this town.

    27
    I don't want to be alone anymore.
    I just don't know how to stop.

    28
    Peeling the label off of your water bottle
    may seem like a good idea at the time,
    but you'll regret it. And don't think,
    "Nah, this time I won't get that sticky shit on my hand."
    You will, don't do it.

    29
    I want to get away.
    To an isolated place.
    With my best friend.

    30
    We started out as friends. We used each other to make people jealous. Once we were both single, all of a sudden, I saw you differently. I saw you as the boy that could make me happy. Truly and honestly, happy. You called me at 3 in the morning. Slightly drunk, still undeniably cute, and you know what I discovered? You are quite honest when you’re drunk. You told me you missed hearing my soothing voice and you aren’t just looking to get in my pants although it’s what everyone thinks. I like the honest you. I just wish you didn’t have to be drunk for that side to show.

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    what was your favorite part?!
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